I needed an outlet in high school and came across painting. I’ve actually been painting longer than I’ve been acting. A movie is a collaborative effort, and with painting you just have yourself.
(Source: paulwelsey)
Thank you. :) It’s already better now, I hope they will let me at least give some reasonable amount of time behind the computer. I need it for several things. It wouldn’t be the end of the world, no, but I prefer to stay on it, because I sometimes might get a little insane missing news around James.
I gained some hope back. I still just need to talk to my parents, but I won’t leave here. Sorry for complaining about this on Tumblr- I won’t anymore.
I just have to say this. I don’t know if I can be on Tumblr much anymore. I really hope I can and I will try everything, because I love to be on Tumblr and I don’t want to miss out on everything amazing involving James, news, pictures etc. My dad just got mad at me and suddenly told me there is ohter stuff I need to do, and that they will tell me a certain time I can be on the computer. I cried so much I almost puked, because I need to be on here. There is much stuff I need to do on the computer for school, and if I can’t be on Tumblr I will die. This just happened, and I don’t know exactly what will follow, but if suddenly I update less, you know what is going on. I hope so badly he only said this because he was mad, but he really seemed to mean it. I will truly try everything to just stay on here. I really hate my life now, I hope you all understand. I didn’t really know how to explain this well.